Farewell to Astra

 

Closing the loop of matter, transitioning into another state. Thank you, Astra

Today in Scotland, another important loop has closed.

Astra has transitioned into another state – her physical mission by my side has come to an end, and matter returns to recirculation.

The journey to the destination took place in complete peace, smoothly and precisely on time. Astra knew in advance what was going to happen – we had spoken about it, preparing this space without haste and with total respect. Although I once bought her for cash and the amount spent on maintenance was many times higher than the value of the car itself, she repaid me with interest. For over 8.5 years, we visited many beautiful English places; she gave me certainty, peace, and safe commutes to work, contributing to the return of all invested energy.

Before handing over the keys, I carried out a simple blueprint for closure:

• Time of Stillness: After turning off the engine, I stayed in the driver's seat for a moment, listening to the ticking of the cooling metal and feeling under my hands the steering wheel that had accompanied me for thousands of kilometres.

• Words of Farewell: From the depths of my heart came words of gratitude for every road, protection, and presence during my great transformation.

• Withdrawal of Consciousness: I withdrew all my presence, emotions, and memories from this form, taking the entire experience with me. The car became pure matter again, ready to return to the source.

• Gesture and Step Forward: A final touch of my hand on the bonnet, the quiet closing of the door, and handing over the keys.

Without regret, without energetic lingering. With deep gratitude for the work accomplished, the first step into an entirely new space was taken – in a feeling of lightness, purity, and full integration. As I was returning on the train from Aberdeen to Insch, I felt light. I was left only with small travel luggage that will travel with me to the next destination on my journey.

Ginkgo and Gaia